It's a new year....

So many things I want to change.  So much I want to be.  But at the end of the day I am left with just ME.  Help me Jesus to know and see the difference between not accepting how you created me, and striving to be all that I was created to be.  These lines are very blurred and grey.  Make me fully ALIVE in you.  Help me to trust you ALL OF THE TIME.  Like Paul I do the things I wish I did not and strive to do the things I cannot.  FRUSTRATING this human condition.  Bless me with wisdom.  In 2011 may it be all about YOU and not about ME.